我真傻真天真

无奈又如何?

(250512; Cross Country@ Marina Barrage)

Warning: Super long post!

This shall be my last official post for the term
and my blog 4.5 years old already!
and i shall be on hiatus to prepare for MYCT
i'm not a hardcore mugger..
If i'm a mugger, there are no words to describe the many others already~

Woke up at 5.20AM just to attend cross country yesterday..
Yes Singapore Indoor Stadium at 7.30am
This is crazy..
Despite being late, i still have to wait for another 1 hr before we set off
Ran-Walk with Zhi Ying.
The rest chiong already...
My kneecap hasn't fully recover since Tuesday PE
she kindly waited for me and i also tried to run..
It was a nice jog with her :D
My PW groupmate hahaha!
We finally reached Marina Barrage and
met up with others after all the performances and prize giving at Marina Barrage.

Headed on for the Army Open House(AOH)
Kinda small scale i think
but quite alot of effort put in
but i'm too exhausted after the run and nearly dozed off..

Went for mini class lunch with another 10 people
some conflict kinda happened between other 2 classes
and my class guys was like : EHH DRAMA!!!
lols!

After lunch 3 other girls parted and we went to watch Men In Black 3
It was freaking cold and we were all wearing school-tee and PE shorts
and i kinda dozed-off in the middle
the movie was okay and i understood because got chinese subs
lols! Lousy~
Trained home after that
and i was to tired that i tried sleeping on the train by just holding onto the handle on the MRT.

The End.

Term 2 conclusion:
Actually i don't know what to conclude
i also don't know how lah...
And it didn't helped that i try to 发泄 by typing alot these few days
and i wasn't in a good condition yesterday
cause the whole of my left face was trobbing in pain and my head was also hurting...
therefore i slept for 10+ hours until today morning...
The term didn't feel like a term
Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday and Friday
just past in lightning and i was just counting down to weekend everyday..
I won't complain anymore about teachers,school
cause i've already chose AJC and there is no going back...
but some people in AJ really irritate me
If you know me, i hardly lose my cool
and up till now no one really pissed me off , and same goes now
but 有些人真的很不识相...
There are many people and many different cases in the above group that i'm talking about
i shall not talk about it in detail.
You all don't have to know it anyway.
Some people not only irritates me but also irritates others
Some people are selfish and self-centred
I will just choose to ignore whenever possible
I just wanna 平静静静过完这两年
I seriously cannot be bothered about other useless stuff already~
I seriously miss my secondary life wonderful school with wonderful everything...
Things will never be the same anymore
We will never be the same anymore so what i can do is to embrace and live on...

戴着面具过日子真的很累
谁不想真真实实的面对大家
大家都想
但我们不能
因为不知道什么时候你会变成他人的目标
我开朗的个性也可能会随着时间慢慢消失~

现实是残酷的，我懂.

ByeBye
Clarissa欣
Time Check：2.24 PM

如果事情有那么好解决，就不会变成现在这样了~

心累了，厌倦了

Just a short update before i go to bed.
Nothing much, life is packed everyday
with test and pw discussion.
Kinda satisfied with my pw groups mates.
They are nice people.
Hopefully we won't be the group who end up quarelling or fighting.
But like what ZY say, our group quite difficult lah..
Our group members like all so cool and "bo chap" kind
not in the sense of pw dicussion lah..
Group discussion has always been fruitful and rather successful.
Just like today we sat at Long John for 2+ hours
and we've got 90% done.
Just a little more to touch up.

CO starts again.
Yesterday was freaking scary.
Tried to play my instrument for the parts that i sorta know
(only learnt once around a month ago)
and after that being asked question by president infront of all JC1 CO people
to say how the CO fair during our practice led by A.
I really don't know what to say, so just bomb whatever i think was relevant.
Kinda difficult to give comments cause i don't know what are terms used in CO
although music suppose to be versatile and universal.
I can only give comments for Choir.. seriously....

MYCT starting in a months time.
Really not much time left and there are still so much activities coming up
kinda reluctant to attend any gathering during june holidays
oh wells see how..

I think i will screw next Wednesday maths test.
How?

Shall end here
Clarissa欣
Time check: 11.27 PM

Btw,
I went to watch A Div Basketball Finals yesterday
Although AJ didn't manage to defeat HCI
but i think they won in most AJcians hearts already.
I cannot deny that HCI guys are much better in terms of skills and accuracy etc..
but i think aj bball team guys really gave their very best and fought till the end.
especially #15 ChaiSim who was the star yesterday.
The whole school was worried when he collapse halfway through
but at the end he still manage to get up and continue with the match.

I personally think that #8 from that school very irritating.
His action seriously...

Kinda getting long.
SEE YA!

人可以单纯，这没有错，但你已经无知到让我有点受不了了~

别忘了最初的自己

Almost one month since i've updated.
Busy with common tests,PI,cca stuff etc...
Life was mundane
wake up - study - cca - homework - sleep
almost the same routine everyday
but ohwells no point complaining anymore
it's my choice and i must carry on.

Met up with LY today!!!!!!!!

Didn't plan for it cause she said she wasn't free today
i was kinda bored while waiting for the train at YCK
then i decided to text her to ask her if she was free on Monday
and ask what was she doing
(with slightest hope that she would be free to have lunch with me)
and turn out that she was at Clementi Mall's library -.-
Then we decided to meet at Jurong and go Jcube together!
Had lunch and started to rant everything to her
summarise the 1 month of my life in 3 hours
then we talked about the past, present and future
and both agree that we can no longer talk care-freely
we have to think before we speak
and school is like going into the working world
Politics etc...
And complain to her about some inconsiderate people~
Then she shared her's also.

I was good enough to alight at Yew Tee and walked her home
cause someone now need pay adult fare
hahahaha!

Nice meet up session.
It was short but valuable~

The wonderful CO inexperienced crew of 7.
We shared alot fun and laughter together.
helping each other to improve from 0 to what we are now.
We can learn a new piece of song just by looking at the scores now.
We the 6 girls promised to continue this friendship even after we have "upgraded"
cause it won't be that slack for the 6 of us to:
go break together,
gossip together
calculate like some auntie infront of the vending machine(cause it cheats)
laugh together
practice together
Hope we can all do well and perform for next year's SYF
that's our aim : D

Went for 干妈 housewarming.

My duplicate in a boy version.

My sis's duplicate in a boy's version

They totally behave the same way like my sis and i when we were young.
I think my 干妈 sister see us too much when she was pregnant.
Lols!

Regular picture taking with Christine.

OG photo!
Low quality because i lazy to scan in computer.
Miss how Yilin will go and scan 4/9 class photo and i will go class blog coup : D
Now no one provide such service liao.....

Byebye

Clarissa欣

Time Check: 5.45PM

P.S. I just realised i still have alot photos not yet uploaded.
I'm lazy, so drag again.
HAHAHAHA!

流過多少的淚水就有多少笑容等待着你

没有开始便没有结束~

(Instagram for android)

Picture bomb again.
There are seriously too much activities recently
and only come to update my blog when i have over collated my pictures
these are not all that i have
more coming on the way.
Will only post them if i still have the time.

Wanted to blog that day because i wasn't in a good mood
luckily i didn't now cause i've cool down.

Was asking my sis the other day whether should i download Instagram
then she said : I thought that's for iphone only?
I was like: Really? Then forget it.
Then few days later she say: Mei! Instagram for android app come out already.
The dada i download it....

Had a great 2 days with my family.
Went for Thai cuisine yesterday to celebrate mum's belated birthday
sis and me treat the 4 of us..
and something epic happened..
hahaha!
Movie: Mirror Mirror at the newly opened JCube
feel like trying out ice-skating now..
The movie was so so cause i think i fell asleep half way through due to exhaustion

Today had family dinner again somewhere
and saw a filming crew and i supposed should be some overseas food tasting program
cause obviously they were foreigners...

Some picture spam with Christine after GSC lesson while waiting for Chemistry the other day

Festival Of Life Workshop: Graffiti!
It was super fun that day!
Didn't regret my choice
This was the boring blank wall...

And it became like that!
This is only a small portion of the wall done by my group..

Learning Journey: Specialist Cadet School
It was an enriching experience for me.
But my sis say that the Pulau Tekong one would be even fun.

CO mate and mine spoilt Erhu.
Damn epic, cause she was laughing about my spoilt one
then out of a sudden she dropped her's and the tip broke..
I laughed even harder!

Family Day : Soccer
The hosting was rather successful
but sadly it rained
the third session got canceled
but we managed to host 2 sessions.
Not bad i supposed
due to the overwhelming response hahaha!

Shall end here.
This was just a short break away from Functions Tutorial
which i'm almost dying cause i don't know how to do...

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time Check : 7.49 PM

终于发现最美总是从前

Hihi
Tomorrow will be the start of term 2
which means test PW nightmares will start soon....
This week was a hectic week
had insufficient sleep everyday
wake up 6+ or 7 each morning just to rush to school
my schedule was booked from mon to fri
but i kinda enjoyed the process
and amazingly i'm able to complete my work on time
currently left with half of inequalities and binomial tutorial each
and i have completed 2 chinese books
finished around 9 sets of homework(which includes 2 groupwork)
learnt almost half of Fairy Garden
3 days of 8am-5pm CO camp
small catch-up session with YYT
went for choir camp to visit teachers and juniors
and all the way down town to cut my hair
2 hrs of tuition , new house visiting and shopping for furniture
all in this 9 days...
Call me a pro man.....

Now a little break from work and i shall carry on with tutorial later...
Below are just some pictures that i had for this week...
Update now cause i don't think i have the time when school starts

USS+ Testimonial+KTV@Yishun Party World

Bishan Park for GP project.

Shall end here today

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time Check: 6.37PM

我管不着也不想管

反正时间会证明一切~

Clarissa★