我真傻真天真

Early Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

(My 2009 Christmas gift to all )

I will be going overseas from 23/12/09-1/1/10

so i am not able to post on special days such as 25/12,31/12 and 1/1
hop u all don't miss me and have fun
but i promise tons of photos when i come back
this is the last post of my yr
so it would be quite long

2009 is a great year for me
knowing and understanding more and more people
thanks for all who had been there for me
both happiness and sorrow
being in class 2/8 also made me grow much more
although there are times when i am seriously irritated with some of u
but everyone have the good side of themselves
and as times go by u will realised it
although all the 2/8 are spread around diff classes
but i think all of us won't forget wad we have experience this 2 yrs
all the happy moments together
every little incident makes up great memory
if u don't agree tt means u are not consider part of us

YYT only got to know each other better last year-end
but our friendship became stronger this yr
although we did quarrel but after every incident we get to know each other better
and u all also got to know me much much more
i think i'm the only one without secrets
u all still got alot tt i do not know ：D

As for me ...
this yr i experienced alot
both hoped and not hoped
somethings things happen the way u wanted
but most of the time things doesn't goes as smooth as u wish
but each and every challenged is destined
u will only overcome if u face it
i overcome alot as times goes by
but there are still some which i haven overcome
i don't know if i can overcome in yrs to come
but i will definitely try

To all my family , friends and all who is reading :

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

thanks for being a part in my 2009 journey
and i hope tt u all will continue to be beside me for my rest of the journey
i thank all of you , and wish u all , all the best in ur yrs ahead
and creating a better 2010
I love all of you！

Clarissa欣

クラリッサ

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time check: 9.51AM

If miracles doesn't happen , i will do as i promised

Crazily upside-down

Ok no photos for today
i just painted my nails
hope mum don't reject again
cause i will be cutting my nails away soon
and i took almost 1 1/2 mths to grow
if not for the contact lens tt time it would be much more longer
leaving tomorrow night or shld i say wednesday morning 2 am
tomorrow would be a busy day
my luggage only half packed
clothes all in already bursting out le
overseas during winter real troublesome
too much things to bring
then the miscellaneous haven add in
while packing sure would be excited de
i already decided wad wear tomorrow
but i scared not warm enough when we reached there on wednesday

My diet totally go haywire
after tt day skipping my lunch getting gastric
i cannot eat much
one proper meal i can at most only finish 3/4
my ahma and aunt say my cousin 1 meal i can eat 4 meals
but their diet is crazy de lor
still growing mahh (p4 nxt yr )
and usually after a meal i can last for 5 hrs till the next meal
but this time 4hrs plus reaching 5 hrs my stomach starts to pain
but cannot really finish everything
somehow punishing me for eating so much during holiday
haha!
rmrb how i used to eat 2 yrs ago , i think half of it now i also cannot finish
this 2 yrs my meal downsize alot
my meal 2 yrs ago can fight with my cousin
now my ahma say no one help her finish her food
she eat alot but cannot get fat
haha!
i was thinking of asking her to change with me
then i eat how much also won't fat
how good it will be ?

Add a blog song just now
but the website of tt player driving me crazy
dunno how to explain but i don't care lahh
can listen jiu hao le
anyway not much ppl come my blog
i think only i listening
haha!

If i'm no wrong
my tour grp only got my family only
got pros and cons lahh
but i still prefer more ppl
but if thy don't agree some places cannot go
i still rmbr 7 yrs ago
i went korea
i was the only one protesting going to one of the wonderland
only me is kid
my sis pri 6 liao
then all adult say thy want go anther place
then go liao my dad now still say the tour guide cheat our time
if go the wonderland confirm got more time de
this is why from young i told them
"不听小孩言，吃亏在眼前"
which prove to be quite true after so many yrs
although now i not kid already
but it is still true

ok shall end here
actually i am quite tired
during the holiday my habit changed
usually if after 12 am i'm still not asleep i will get very tired
but now if i sleep before 12.30 am
i will toss and turn until 1+ or 2 am
i slept at around 2 am yesterday
i watched P.O.T for 5 hrs i think
now rached 127 eps
actually one more ep then tt disc finished can change another one le
but everybody is going to sleep
so me too!

Shall end here
tomorrow confirm posting
i maybe today write half first
cause i already have some idea wad to write
if not i scared tomorrow no time
tomorrow post would be the last one of the yr
so make it a good one
confirm got picture de
put there then u all won't miss me for this 11 days
haha!

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time check:2.52PM

Am i too naive?

Getting to bed at around 1+am this morning
i thought i won't be able to sleep so soon
but after talking to myself abt some things
i slept surprisingly well
but i woke up around 6+am and it is still very dark outside
continue to sleep till 9+am
after breakfast at teck whye then back home
lazy to follow mum and dad down town
continue my ko3an.guo
if i'm not wrong it is coming to an end soon
hope tt it willl have a nice ending
or i will kill the script writer cause i followed this show for close to a yr
i went wiki tt day
and when i look thru the ko3an.guo profile
i rmbr 2 of the male lead came from a kindergarten(in the show one)
called"有夠幼稚园"
ok it is just so random~
haha!

finish a little of my hw just now
i had the thought of bringing my hw overseas
since i need to take around 5 hrs of flight to and fro
then there are still a few flights in the country itself
then i can make use of the time and do
i seriously can't think of anything to write now
my mum ask me to write 4 days of my journey for the diary hw
but i would lyk to have different things for each hw
but i will choose 1 most memorable one as one of them
see how~

I just can't understand why chinese teachers give us homework during holidays
why i don't see other teachers from other subjects giving us hw
and the whole hw is worth 600 marks
but only using 10-20% of it for CA1

Byebye

Clarissa欣

Time check:3.18PM

i suddenly felt so depressed yesterday

haizz.......

Countdown to china trip : 4 days

Being alone make me tends to think more

Random... Random...
i have completed 98 ep of P.O.T
and there are still around 80 ep to go(not including finals and semi-finals)
simply bored to do anything
holiday is seriously very bad
lot's of disadvantage
and time past quickly
i have yet to enjoy my holiday thoroughly and it is coming to an end
so sad...
i realized tt i have mis-calculated the days left before i am off
yesterday did the newspaper article thingy
i am simply crapping
and i think i did it worst than last yr's one
how how?
i also dunno wad to write
and the composition ,,, wad mu ling guan xi
argh.....

just a random qns tt past thru my head when watching HPTX
one of the guy said"你喜欢一个人多久，就要用多久忘记他"
i wonder how true it is
haha
don't bother
just thinking for fun : D

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time check: 3.19 PM

Countdown : 5 days to china trip

It is just so meaningless now

Ok another random post
slacking the whole day
finished POT till ep 70 or so
and i am going to do my hw later
still got quite alot of pictures to post
do it few at a go
if not my post would be bland
my sis and mum were discussing abt our upcoming trip
i asked them if thy were excited and told them i not excited at all
sis also say she not excited but mum say she is very excited
i told them i am the type who will not get excited until the very last minute
so don't expect me to take afternoon nap tt day
i may not get to bed : D
shall end here
need to do my hw
i slack yesterday and didn't touch a single one

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time Check: 4.05 PM

还要多两年

(Dinner at Shokudo , thanks niki for the pictures : D)

Hello

Miss Goh is back one week later

this would be a short post

the picture above is cousin+1 nephew dinner at shokudo last saturday

details no elaborating

just tt i find it a good thing as there are more and more gathering lately

too bad i cannot attend the christmas dinner next week

haizz....

don't ask why i didn't update

used computer less this week

and i am completing my POT these days

i think i finished around 62 ep and more

there are still 100 more ep to catch up with

and i hope i can complete by next tue

just now just finish watching "My girlfriend is an agent" with sis

nice show i would say

me and sis were laughing our heads off

and my HZGG rewatched still left with 1 ep

and currrently completing my hw bit by bit

hope i can finish 3/4 before tue

so this is wad i have been doing for the past one week

so await my next post

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time Check:3.45 PM

Countdown to china trip : 9 days

好复杂哦！

(Overdue picture)

(Bus journey to east coast)

This 2 days didn't touch computer for long hours
after finish watching the shows i went out
Monday out with sis to somerset
it was a sudden decision
S:Let's go shopping
M:harh,where can don't go , lazy leh
S:Somerset
M:orhh ok lor
The whole mrt journey was very long
i sit there want to sleep cannot sleep
listen to songs in the meanwhile looking at the stations left
finally reached there
although monday but really lot's of ppl
tt newly opened "313" simply has lots of clothes shop
and just a few shops for food
the "Food Republic" has the whole level on it's own
and the "Forever 21" has 3 level
went to Uniqol to buy clothes
there got 3/4 all winter clothing
at the end i got myself a winter jacket for my upcoming trip
the whole shop goods was already half cleared by the time we reached
i went for my lunch at around 4.14pm
then after which we had ice-cream at a shop(name forgotten)
trained home for dinner

Tuesday
my morning breakfast
a piece of bread without the skin lasted me 5 hrs before having lunch at 2.15pm
i was super hungry by then
we went pu tien for lunch
thn JP one was disappointing
i think the main branch and the one at vivo was much better
shopped around for awhile and headed to Holland.V
bought some stuffs and went home
by the time was already 5pm
time files quickly
after dinner i wanted to have ice-cream
dad suggested for strawberry sundae at Mac
went to lot 1 to have it
i ordered the strawberry shortcake mc flurry
then he thought tt was the sundae
then say he want
then at the end he say
"eeyer, why so dirty , black black one "
i told him tt was the oreo
then he say
"ehh the ice-cream very disgusting leh"
then sis ordered shaker fries
then when u eat the fires after the ice-cream
it taste very werid

after the persuasion by my sis
i decided to watch prince of tennis from the start
i think i finished around 20 ep
but still have around 140 to go on
i doubt when i could finish it
i cannot seat infront of the tv for too long
or i will really fall asleep

Today whole day at home
used computer and now currently blogging
i want to complete my homework
but really lazy to do
haizz....
no more time le....
see how..
today got 3 more photos
and 1 or 2 more coming up
see whether i want to post alnot next time
cause it was taken by my sis when she was trying the new camera

Byebye

Clarissa欣

Time Check: 4.58PM

(Jogathon @ chinese garden- overdue)

(add on from yap family bbq)

I am so tired !

I slept super early at the nice timing of 3.30 AM
and i woke up at 11.30AM today
actually i only managed to sleep at around 7AM
i saw the sun going to come up liao then faster forced myself to sleep
i was out the whole night with cousins tt's why
and this 2 days the food i ate was just so sinful

Cousins Pre-Christmas dinner : D
051209

June drove us to Brendan and Warren house
reached around 8.30PM
had dinner most of them was already there
ate and Brendan cooking (thumb's up!)
watch a little of show on the TV
it was super hilarious but i don't know the name
then went to warren room
thy were setting up the Guitar Hero
I finally had a look at it ever since i heard of it dunno how many months ago
then i tried playing it
and i tell u i suck at it
i played the drum
and simply smashing the colour without caring abt the rhythm
and the guitar i also anyhow play de
and worst still i gave up on the singing as i seriously never ever heard of all those songs
then took pictures as usual
then warren did some editing
left their house around 1.30 AM
then we went for supper at bedok
reached home around 3AM
Surprisingly i wasn't very tired : D

Niki thanks for the pictures

Yap Family BBQ : D

041209

After around 2 years this is our second BBQ
People absent :Felicia and Zia Yun
Hope they are able to come if there is another one during June 2010
I really had fun tt day
a warm up exercise of mini hide-and-seek for the day
sorry J,S,YQ to gang up with the guys (actually i was innocent)
then started the bbq , i cooked tt night
the cooking part was super fun ok
at first the fire was small until i cooked dao pek chek
but at the end we solve the prob
tt is to put oil on the grill and let it flow down to the charcoal
then G mum say cook more and gave us lot's of food
at the end too much liao cannot finish
then we played games to finish those food
for the first round we played (黑白Ceh?)
Majority is the winner , only have to eat 1 of anything
Minority needs to eat 3 of anything
then second round more ppl joined
we played scissors, paper stone
lose eat 4 of anything
win eat one of any

At the end play sian liao then just eat
left around 9.50PM
then send me home then parted themselves

(thy are lucky not to get drunk as thy actually opened a can of carlsberg to share)
(and actually trying to cheat me into drinking by saying it was green tea)
(lols~)

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time Check:10.06 PM

Reminisce the past

Random post..
I looked back at all my post starting from 25 nov 2007 till date
i read liao feel lyk crying.. haha
and now looking back, i felt so silly abt my words
simply word like "to" i actually spell it as "tuhh", which require more time
but last time use to enjoy typing lyk tt
but i was during pri sch days when i learn such stuff
and after PSLE and when i started my sec 1
i use lesser of those cuase i will just write 'tuhh" in my hw
reading the post and made me rmbr all tt i have experience this 2 yrs
time really flies and have i become more mature?
handling things not as childish as last time?
我不会忘记这两年的喜怒哀乐!

Today watch anime with sis
we were watching the PRINCE OF TENNIS tt my sis bought overseas
actually it was already close to the end
she ask me to watch from ep 1 till the end again
but the show too long already
176 ep's leh , i still considering
there after i did my HW
and now blogging
having dinner later on my own
or maybe with sis
see if she will contact me later

oh ya, i re-downloaded 20 songs yesterday
as the name of the songs in my MP4 turns out to be rubbish
i listen to all the songs again and tired to figure out every single one of them
but still got 2 more dunno wad isit
then just now when i looked through my music folder
i found out tt i still have alot of things to clear
so today shall be a song day

See Ya

ByeBye
Clarissa欣
Time Check: 4.48PM

It was such a waste!

I currently very sad
my $ fly away liao lahh
i receive the letter for the bursary award today
at first i was super happy
then when i read the letter
tt award is only applicable if your gross income for the family is less than $4000
my nice $350 just fly off lyk tt
WL , i study so hard lehh
arghh!
if i know is lyk tt i rather get the best improve award
although only $150 but better than nth
haizz.........

Today went for the microsoft workshop
met S L R for lunch
after tt met Siti outside gate
the test today i anyhow do de
the thing is seriously stupid lahh
so just anyhow crap loh
then after tt bused home with L R

Byebye

Clarissa欣

Time Check: 3.59PM

这样的结果未必是坏的

My 205 post ,
so fast my blog open got 2 yrs liao : D

Today simply slacking at home
my connection today really driving me crazy
actually my show can very fast finish de
but due to this problem i dragged till late afternoon
then bought lunch for me and sis
then continue to use com
chat alot today with S and J
so long since i chat on MSN
rmbring how i dislike ppl to talk to me 2-3 yrs back
as thy will disrupt wad i am doing
but now i will just stop wad i'm doing to reply the messages

I am bored until i start to rewatch old show
i finish you're beautiful 2 days ago
nice drama , but the ending could have lasted longer
and Jeremy is so cute
currently waiting for shows to upload every sat and monday
i heard tt 终极三国 is gonna end their fliming around year end
to wait for it to finish airing would be around next yr jan or feb le bahh
then i think by then i already follow this drama for 1 yr le
then 海派甜心 and 桃花小妹 i also currently watching
hope to have more new drama
i heard tt 下一站幸福 not bad
but i lazy to watch

Going to start on my holiday hw soon
i fail to buy my newspaper just now
hope tt i can get it later bahh
just now chat with S then i realised it's really time to clear my sec 2 stuffs
just so fast and my sec 2 live is going to end
next yr old liao loh
15 already , time files seriously
starting to anticipate on my china trip
also starting to think of wad to get for S&L
haha~
i was thinking abt my shopping list
and i realised tt i seriously have lots of things to buy

Saw a news tt day abt Mama Mia! musical showcase in Taiwan
i was thinking whether to go as a grp ( music project de)
if thy ever come to Singapore
then see if their's got difference from our's
Haha!

I today created a private blog randomly
but i think i will visit maybe once a month
unless really got alot things to crap
since i dunn really write it on this blog
but i can make sure tt blog will not be very colourful
(S shld know wad i mean : D)

Shall end here
Byebye

Clarissa欣

Time Check: 5.55 PM

I don't say, doesn't mean i don't care

(Till date most complete family photograph)

(Although not fully complete but i believe there will be this day :D)

(Credits to Niki)

Hello... back from resting
so fast and there goes my 1 month holiday
today exactly 1 month , i just rmbr it just now
how fast, i having been slacking for the past 1 month
doing nth special or creative for the whole month
feel more and more tired
and thinking abt useless things
sometimes in the night cannot sleep just think
not going to say wad i thought but some are just ......
how i wish the world is more fair to me ........

This week is more of celebration week
friday my cousin birthday
he really cute to the max
haha~
although he is going to pri sch next yr
but when u see him u really can't imagine tt he tt old
had a mini karaoke session at my aunt house
me and sis arrived later，mum went there earlier
i was simply too lazy to get out of my house
ate dinner, sang sang sang,cut cake
left around 10.30 PM

Saturday
Cousin Jeremy wedding dinner
reached aorund 8 PM
all of them were still outside chatting
took a few pictures them went in
i just love the bride's gown
all of them are gorgeous and a little sexy : D
then had dinner, the food are considered good compared to some others
halfway through went to take pictures
actually then whole dinner was pictures
i was introduced to more aunt and cousins which i never saw in my whole life
wad a huge family i have
i was telling my dad tt day
if we were to take a full Goh Family photograph
we must squeeze lyk crazy to get all of us in
cause there are simply too much of us
took cousins photo and family photo at the end of the wedding
We are so busy and hardly see each other unless special events
so we must treasure each and every opportunity to get together
just lyk wad dad say tt day
don't scrimp and save all ur life and not enjoying urself
as u dunno when ur are rich when u are old
u may not have the ability to enjoy urself
and u may not get a chance to enjoy it with ur family members as they may not be around anymore

Going to have cousin dinner this Saturday
hope tt we gonna have fun : D

ByeBye

Clarissa欣

Time Check: 3.44PM

我真的不懂该怎么办

是我压抑太久变得麻木吗？

我用我自己的方法想要告诉你们

可是你们就是不了解

反而变成我每一次都妥协

而伤心的只有我一个

在黑暗中我才能真正得放心哭

不怕被发现，真的很可笑

也许我注定就只能这样

我真希望世界能够公平一点！

Clarissa★