我真傻真天真

I seriously hate myself for being indecisive

Hmm...
how to start?
couple of things to say today
last day of school before my long weekends
i feel that this week is quite short
as i only have to go sch for 3 days
physics in the morning
i was somewhat restless
i tried my best to focus
PE-NAFA
everybody was trying their best to comfort themselves
by saying that this was a april fools day joke
but....
i was actually quite disappointed with myself for the last 2 rounds
i actually had no strength left to continue
so i walked a little
then at the end i was 9 secs to a [A]
urghh!
chemistry
seriously no one was in the mood to study
and i was busying trying to fan myself
my new seating arrangement no fan luh
i was perspiring lyk crazy throughout the whole day
not kidding ok
even until 6.30 PM
Maths
we were all excited for our test papers
then we rushed teacher thru 4.3 and 4.4
then she finally gave us back our papers
quite satisfied with my marks
but actually i could have gotten 1 mark higher
which means 28 but no point crying over spilled milk
and i keep on telling myself
not to get too happy
or i will score like last year
and i must seriously buck up on my E-MATHS
if not mum will take my A&E maths marks to compare
English
all those admin stuff and all
and the vietnam penpal thing
and she rushed thru our summary
at the end also leave as homework
we complained on the bee attack everyday to Ms.S
she say she will inform the OM
and the frequency of the bee [visiting] or class is getting more often
different colour and shape each time
and thy were discussing abt the name of different types of bees
lols~
History
Mdm.K was shock by the bee
and her reaction was damm cute luh
we were all laughing
and i realised i did not know wad was she revising
cause i did not come on tue
and i was lyk [huh?]
but at end today's lesson i was able to catch up

Lunch at Koufu with S&LY
i had makeup sectionals with choir
so i left first

reach choir room
and find that everybody was seating outside
and our choir room was occupied by MO students
we had no choice but to go classroom
went to 37 cause president de class mah
haha!
shifted the tables and clear the middle
had sectionals and combine
alto was better than monday
but still somewhere out of tune de
one row one row sing ok
whole section sing ok
combine with them , drop till.....
cause there are 4 row
so they sing in 2 batch
then repeated for a few times
i was standing infront of them
how many times thy sing i sing too
until a extend that XY and E told me to stop
thy only want to hear them
but i said , i also easily affected and get out of tune
then i continued singing
haha!

after sectionals
dealt with some issue on students with late coming with WL&J
gave them a last warning
cause thy were late by 20 mins today
and i told them next time 1 min 5 push up
so 20 mins would be 20x5 = 100
then had commitee meeting
till around 5.50 PM
which was 35 mins after choir practice
actually we were half slacking eating lollipop that XY gave us
and thanks XY for the [ Hello Panda]
she still remember i like ok
and only i have
muhahaha!
i actually wanted to take picture of it
but camera not with me now
so i shall not eat it first
and there is still a note on it :D

went music room to put things
then slack and the room is still cold
switch on the microphone
and the played songs and sang
then used markers and vandalize the white board
left at around 6.25PM
board bus with all 5 of them and homed : D

and one more thing
i show u how late i reached home this week

Monday - 7.10 PM
Tuesday -
Wednesday - 5.25PM
Thursday- 6.50PM

so so late~

shall end here
Clarissa欣
Time check: 9.11PM

I easily change my mind when people suggest a different idea

and i'm not strong in my stand

and i am soft-hearted

so i don't fit to be a leader

this is why after so many years i understands something

i'm truly disappointed with myself

and there are no one to blame

i felt that i'm useless

i couldn't help in anyway

and that all i can do

and it has reached my limits

i'm that coward

and me myself do not understand myself