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Friday, June 11, 2010
用微笑填满了勇敢 Just had my lunch and i'm 200% full currently did some thinking just now i think practically everyday when i start to walk on the road alone my thoughts will bug me somehow and i suddenly have the feeling of going back to the time during camp whether is it the first day or last day i just feel lyk going back don't know why but i just miss tt time so much and it is a fact tt we won't have another camp in our sec sch life anymore after so many years (15 years is a long time) i start to reminisce the past where people were much more innocent(in a gd way) and not tt complicated in terms of handling relationships between one another and lesser conflicts whether is it shown or hidden don't you feel tt in the past when we quarrel the things tt we quarrel are really plain not much 心机 involved maybe it is true tt through experiences we will grow but i just want to go back to the past now life is just too complicated unable to be expressed through words 15 years on earth and i have met many many people of all different background and character through them i grow up of course not all are wonderful some of them made me learn tt life is not tt peaceful at a young age so thanks to them tt i'm able to see clearly what is life actually the innocent people tt i mentioned ends at Pri 2 7 years of up and down which makes me what i'm today i'm very sure tt there are people out there who dislikes or even hate me in the past or even now i'm very sure of tt i don't want to know who is it or don't even feel lyk knowing some by chance i'm told but the rest .... how would you even know if all the people you meet just leaves a smile on their face actually i don't think tt it is wrong to hate or dislike anybody i do have in the past but now i should say i don't really have such person in mind 你不犯我我不犯你-我的生存之道 i don't wish to quarrel and i'm lazy to quarrel but i hope tt nobody would be hostile to me actually i'm plain and simple not difficult to earn my friendship but difficult to earn my 100% trust cause from experience i learn not to trust people too easily so.............. i don't know why am i typing this post but if you think this is all crap i apologise for wasting your time in reading but if you understand what i meant then thank you : D ByeBye Clarissa欣 Time check : 2.17PM |
Clarissa★ 
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