Saturday, May 26, 2012

无奈又如何?


(250512; Cross Country@ Marina Barrage)

Warning: Super long post!

This shall be my last official post for the term
and my blog 4.5 years old already!
and i shall be on hiatus to prepare for MYCT
i'm not a hardcore mugger..
If i'm a mugger, there are no words to describe the many others already~

Woke up at 5.20AM just to attend cross country yesterday..
Yes Singapore Indoor Stadium at 7.30am
This is crazy..
Despite being late, i still have to wait for another 1 hr before we set off
Ran-Walk with Zhi Ying.
The rest chiong already...
My kneecap hasn't fully recover since Tuesday PE
she kindly waited for me and i also tried to run..
It was a nice jog with her :D
My PW groupmate hahaha!
We finally reached Marina Barrage and
 met up with others after all the performances and prize giving at Marina Barrage.



Headed on for the Army Open House(AOH)
Kinda small scale i think
but quite alot of effort put in
but i'm too exhausted after the run and nearly dozed off..



Went for mini class lunch with another 10 people
some conflict kinda happened between other 2 classes
and my class guys was like : EHH DRAMA!!!
lols!

After lunch 3 other girls parted and we went to watch Men In Black 3
It was freaking cold and we were all wearing school-tee and PE shorts
and i kinda dozed-off in the middle
the movie was okay and i understood because got chinese subs
lols! Lousy~
Trained home after that
 and i was to tired that i tried sleeping on the train by just holding onto the handle on the MRT.





The End.

Term 2 conclusion:
Actually i don't know what to conclude
i also don't know how lah...
And it didn't helped that i try to 发泄 by typing alot these few days
and i wasn't in a good condition yesterday
cause the whole of my left face was trobbing in pain and my head was also hurting...
therefore i slept for 10+ hours until today morning...
The term didn't feel like a term
Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday and Friday
just past in lightning and i was just counting down to weekend everyday..
I won't complain anymore about teachers,school
cause i've already chose AJC and there is no going back...
but some people in AJ really irritate me
If you know me, i hardly lose my cool
and up till now no one really pissed me off , and same goes now
but 有些人真的很不识相...
There are many people and many different cases in the above group that i'm talking about
i shall not talk about it in detail.
You all don't have to know it anyway.
Some people not only irritates me but also irritates others
Some people are selfish and self-centred
I will just choose to ignore whenever possible
I just wanna 平静静静过完这两年
I seriously cannot be bothered about other useless stuff already~
I seriously miss my secondary life wonderful school with wonderful everything...
Things will never be the same anymore
We will never be the same anymore so what i can do is to embrace and live on...

戴着面具过日子真的很累
谁不想真真实实的面对大家
大家都想
但我们不能
因为不知道什么时候你会变成他人的目标
我开朗的个性也可能会随着时间慢慢消失~

现实是残酷的,我懂.

ByeBye
Clarissa欣
Time Check:2.24 PM

如果事情有那么好解决,就不会变成现在这样了~





Clarissa★












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