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Friday, July 27, 2012
再艰难的路途也要坚持去 Life recently has been filled with lots of up and down I don't like my current self I'm not happy at all. I look forward to school but not really the people around me. I guess not much people will be seeing this. Anyways... Faking a personality and image is really difficult i tried to embrace life with my always positive attitude but you know and i know things are no longer as simple as it seems and the funny thing is... the only motivation for me to go school is to study and maybe see my maths teacher teach? hahaha! Mr Yong is seriously very cute. Pathetic right? I used to be motivated my peers around me in school I know i cannot compare and should not compare I really tried hard to adapt to my surrounding. but i guess i still don't know how to deal with relationship I scared that at the end of the day, 我身边只剩下利益关系的人... If thats really the case, 我也认了. Anyway i'm only left with 1 year 4 months to the end of my JC life so actually it doesn't really make any difference to me. I still hope that i can be the Clarissa that i use to be i hope that i won't 打从心底讨厌一个人 Cause up till now, no one has made me flare up or become my dislike target... You know.. for someone who don't get angry how 恐怖 will it be if that person turns nasty I maybe still keeping my cool but don't push my limits... That's all for now. Ranting post again. Must change! Anyway, today was a successful practice although i played wrong notes but overall still ok at least i'm not lost in the pacific hahahaha! Off for PW now! ByeBye Clarissa欣 Time check: 10.17 PM |
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