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Sunday, July 1, 2012
公平吗？ MYCT is over. The 2+ weeks of pre-MYCT and during the MYCT week was horrible never felt so horrible for any examinations before i don't know what to say and i don't know what can i say. I felt so stress and really think that i'm fighting a losing battle... And i guess what LT say was correct. Sometimes we just have to shut up and not utter a single word since people had already 把你定型了 there's really nothing you can do~ Now the world seems to be like if you are less intelligent and you don't score well people will comfort you. But when you have slightly better results you better shut and don't show too much joy as you will never know how others judge you... I not refering to anyone or anything just some thoughts that i had the other day.. I don't understand why life can't be like young even if we "suan" a person for being pro but we really do feel happy for him/her 现在的人生只剩下利益关系吗? 当人家考好成绩时， 你有没有想过他/她放了多少时间与精力呢？ 你就这样随随便便的下定论 对那个人公平吗？ Just another thing. The way i do things is a habit something changed me 3 years ago to let me become who i'm today 我所努力的一切是我辛辛苦苦得来的 随便的一句话说得容易， 做出来真的想说得容易吗? 当我认真地说出我的害怕时 有多少人真的当真呢? Not trying to say that i've got fantastic results(In fact i dont really have) and not trying to say i work super duper hard... Not trying to show off anything... My words may seem so 讽刺 to you all.. but i really do have high expectations for myself... I guess nobody will really understand... Clarissa欣 Time Check: 11.21PM |
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