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Thursday, November 22, 2012
累了 It has been such a depressing 2 weeks for me... Don't know how many times have i cried for the past 2 weeks.. Ohwells, i really can't wait for everything to end.. As long as i don't see, don't hear, don't say, will things get better? Life like this is really really very tiring... Only music can soothe my soul now... Hope next month would really be a getaway from me don't really mind cca anyways.. but even in cca there are people leaving.. like my closest friend in CO is also retaining really when people starts leaving, whats left? Xianyue left like that pathetic few, the inexperienced one left 2? Really find it pointless for school now i don't want year 2013 to start, i totally dread school now. I don't wanna see anyone related to AJC now... Not that i hate everyone, but seeing familiar faces makes me think even more about unhappy stuff. Disappointment and all really makes things worst, don't wanna sound so negative but i really can't find a single thing that i'm happy about in this whole year with AJC. It is just complain fedup disappointment etc.. I guess the time when i really felt happy was during all 4/9 outing this year even nightstudy was a happy session for me. Nothing at all to do with AJ. Nothing to do with the school but with the people i meet. Really think i grew alot this year, from the one being protected till now... But i'm really tired... I guess the thing that will last me through next year would be Alevels, can't be bothered with any socialization stuff anymore. If class leader is a one year thing, might not even want to run for next year's election. Will i be very irresponsible in this way? Who will take up the role? That's all for now... Was supposed to switch on com for SL stuff, ended up typing this crap post. ByeBye Clarissa欣 Time Check: 10.00PM |
Clarissa★ 
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