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Friday, November 16, 2012
就算难过不舍, 又能如何？ Today is probably one of the worst day of the year. Everything just came crashing down, this is worst than getting back promo results my results this time is also freaking disappointing but i don't wish to talk about it anymore just blame myself for not putting in enough effort to study. The worst thing is to know that your classmates are not promoting with you. The atmosphere today was so tense, no one was feeling good. Got informed of the last person that was retained and this makes 4 of them. Who on earth would be interested in lectures? This feeling just sucks, although i'm not really close to all that is retained, but the fact that they are leaving us soon just makes me... and one of them is my pw group member, the days that we 奋斗 together, rushing through all proposals and op presentations all the joy and laughter that we had, all the hard work that we put in.... it is just sad that we cannot continue to work with them anymore. Not only that, i really dare not imagine how screwed up will our timetable be like next year. The segregated class will just be even segregated. Internal conflicts also starts appearing, everything just goes haywire. Reading tweets from classmates is also depressing, trying smiling, but all this just doesn't work. And if that is true, you would be the most horrible person i would ever see. 但你若有点良知，因该也就不会这样了吧... 我不喜欢伪装笑容，所以我对你的态度算很好了... Really need to take a break from all this stuff, and so thankful that i have so encouraging parents and tuition teacher. I'm also wondering whether do i have the 资格 to say all these stuff, i'm the one promoting, but if i sound so sad, would i sound like a hypocrite? I think even those who retain are more 坚强 than me.... I also don't dare to say stuff infront of them, 只怕多说多错. I think the best that i can do, is to make those who still turn up for school to feel better... I guess today is torturous day for many, but 前面的路还是要走的. Really cannot imagine next week school and next year's lessons. ByeBye Clarissa欣 Time check: 6.22 PM |
Clarissa★ 
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