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Monday, December 31, 2012
2012的结束, 2013 年的全新开始  ( 22/12/12-30/12/12 桂林-巴马) Back in Singapore yesterday, still not recharged yet. Feel so lethargic to do anything, yet block test is a week away -.- I'm here not wasting time but wanting to have a proper wrap up of my year. This year is really a great jump for me, sec 4 to j1 especially in AJC is really no kidding. Unless you have exactly experienced what i've been through this year, you will not be able to know how i really feel. All the stress from studies, managing relationship problems(nothing to do with bgr) and all the politics everywhere really made me 吃不消 luckily i've got Sylvia who i can complain to every single day on the train about my previous day 谢啦! and although we 3 猪s don't get to meet so often but each meeting is so precious 有时不需要太多刻意的提起，或太多的言语，因为我们了解彼此 就算走的路不一样了，但心还是系在一起的~ Both of them are really my best 靠山，垃圾桶，朋友，姐妹，猪s! I really don't know how would it be like next year, and the worst thing is that no matter i can or cannot, i have to survive through everything i experience next year. Not only that, my results dropped alot this year, and i must really work hard next year. With that said, my revision for block test is still 一团乱~ Shall not care so much of the other stuff next year~ So what environment changes, people changes, i cannot decide on how other stuff changes but i can decide on my own attitude towards it. I realise sometimes when you care too much , you will end up getting hurt~ This is the lesson that i learn this year and will follow me through next year. I hope that there will be changes to it next year, but who is willing to take the step forward, or backwards? This year, the best time and memories i had was 90% all with Unitians At the start of the year was 4/9 outing at ECP, then Rachel's Birthday, release of results, all my outings with YYT, Night study with ex-unitians and juniors, Teachers' day class lunch + KTV USS Birthday "Surprise" for me with YYT and the guys, 4/9 year-end outing at ECP. Should be no more le bah~ Love 4/9 alot alot~ and because of the trip to USS, i gave myself the best 17th birthday present- once in a life time experience of 2 proper roller coaster ride. Hahaha! My best days is really in Secondary School, and i need to try to make my life better too next year~ As i said, no point looking back and immersing myself in past memories try to make my everyday in 2013 counts and that starts tomorrow. Leave behind all the sorrow and sadness experienced in 2012, start on a fresh new sheet, and work towards a better Clarissa. Realise i moodswing alot nowadays and i feel so bad to make others 看我脸色~ No matter whether you realise or not~ Should start to find the cheerful and positive "me" back again. I really hope for a better new year and cherish my everyday. Don't know how long the people around me would live, or how long i would live, 世事无常, so i should not leave any regrets in life! After all my crapping, i should get back to studying again! Jiayou all i can for block test!!! If i have the time after BT i will try to blog about my Guilin trip 桂林山水甲天下，阳朔风光甲桂林 My tour guide say until i can memorise liao~ Byebye Clarissa欣 Time Check:: 6.52 PM Last post of year 2012, start of brand new 2013! Clarissa you can do it! 加油加油加油! |
Clarissa★ 
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