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安初华乐!

(290413; AJCO 弦乐组-XYZ)

I feel that if i don't blog today, i might not be blogging about this anymore.
This post is dedicated to AJCO.
And after months of hard work we finally got DISTINCTION!!!
But there's definitely more to it.

Life in CO for me wasn't easy at all.
I know nothing about erhu, nothing about 单线谱.
The first few months when i started playing, my skin just keep peeling,
we were forced to learn a song and hopefully be able to perform during concert last year.
There were many times that i really feel like giving up,
wondering what am i doing here, would it be different if i didn't choose CO.
Mum knows that i'm very stress about it,
and she once asked me:是不是你不适合?
But she knows that i like it, thus continue to give me support.

Had many awesome memories with the inexperienced people.
Jermaine and i had a heart to heart talk during our stay in hostel
and we realised that we have really came so far,
our experience is definitely very very different from the experienced people.
We learned, we did backstage, carried instruments, had our first performance
and finally performed during SYF.
No one will understand how we actually feel,
and as more and more people leave the inexperience group,
we are technically only left with each other.
Remember that we had our test 2 weeks before SYF,
and we took turns to screw the test,
i almost cried after tt but managed to resist,
but really could stop but teared during my train ride home alone.

I really gained alot throughout my 1 year and 3 months in AJCO.
I really thank my 2 SLs who never once gave up on me
and always so encouraging even though i always disappoint them.
Kiayuen and Jiaqi are the 2 who never fails to make the whole 弦乐组 laugh.
With this bunch of people, i never once regretted joining CO.
This year wasn't easy for me,
i had lots of practices, average of 4 times a week,
had such tough times coping with everything,

but i managed to walk this far.

I'm happy for AJCO, not because we got distinction,
but we managed to achieve and conquer what we wanted.
黄老师once said: 你们不是在跟别的学校比，而是跟自己比.
要怎么超越自己？我想我们做到了.

SYF will be my last performance, unless we can be guest CO for TJCO concert.
This marks the end of my performing arts life.
9 years of performing, 4 SYFs, countless performances.
I'm glad that my life is enriched, and i can say that i love the stage.

Jermaine, the girl whom i've 相依为命 with for the past 1 year.

My 宝贝二胡10.

ByeBye
Clarissa欣
Time Check: 8.44PM

Clarissa★